I’m always doing nice things for people. It makes me feel good. I do it often because I like helping others.
But if it is never returned, I just feel used. And that feeling, is so much worse.
Being thoughtful AND sensitive is going to be the death of me.
I want to leave this town so I don’t ever see you again. Maybe ill stop thinking about you, I’m not sure but I know it would be better for me to leave. What do I have to lose? Useless memories of me being happy with you?
I wish I knew why you fucking hated me so much…. I tried asking how your summer went but it ended up with me getting blocked.. I wish I could hate you but I can’t.. I still like you to much. So its just more torture for me.